Monday, February 11, 2008

What is CNY to me (this year)?

Is CNY a happy ocassion?
Not anymore for me starting this year. Those days, we would be busy with household chores, preparation and 'arguing' on almost anything. My mum would be busy packing ang pow and headache with what to cook...
Its now gone. Ever since my mum passed away last July, things have been changing. Everyone lived apart from each other and seldom meet.
This year CNY seemed very quite. Cannot celebrate in repect of my late mother. Some brothers didn't even want to return home... did I mention home? Where is our 'home'? So quite, so dis-united, so lonely...
Finally its proven. My mum is the pillar of strength and unity in our family! Without my mum, unity is almost gone coz brothers dun get together anymore. Strength also gone coz everyone is struggling for end meets.
MUM GIVES THE GREATEST SACRIFICE TO HER FAMILY!

9 comments:

Anonymous said...

Android, sorry to hear that your family matter. Be strong for BUDDHA will see how you shoulder heavy responsibilities. Do not go down with spirit and motivation as you are taking over as the pillar of your family from you mum. I believe your father still lives and he wished to see you excel before his days are getting closer. Hold on to BUDDHA's teaching. Any wrong can be corrected as long as you are sincere and unintentional whereas every right would be complimented not only by human kind but by BUDDHA as well.

Amitabha...

Anonymous said...

wake up android!

is time for u to grow up! and move on! let ur mum rest from now!

is time for u n ur brothers to build the new HOME now!

so dun dissapoint ur mum again!
be strong!

a HOME need not must have all but for sure cant make it without single U!

Anonymous said...

seems like no more updates to the blog nowadays?

Android said...

Sorry dude, its not without update. Just that I got something more importsnt to do. Will update soon, dun worry. NO ONE CAN STOP ME FROM UPDATING MY OWN BLOG!!!

Anonymous said...

hmm. how come the last sentence in CAPS?

Android said...

Because I have written something personal yet critical in this blog of mine and someone whom wanted to be a hero and taking advantage had caused me much embarrasement. I had to delete the article. I'm still recovering from it and so have little time to update my blog. That's the reason why I said NO ONE CAN STOP ME. ITS MY OWN BLOG. IF YOU DON'T LIKE TO READ, ASS OFF. I DID NOT INVITE YOU & YOU ARE NOT WELCOMED!!!

Android said...

By the way, if you are the one who caused my embarassement and had returned to fan up things further "Lor Kheng Jhang Heng" in cantonese, you can also ASS off. But if you are not, then sorry for my rude comments. Its not for you.

Anonymous said...

yup, this is your personal space. you can say whatever you like...

Android said...

I further heard the someone was very upset with me and even threatened to sue me.
If those who had read my article previously, they would have noticed I did not mention any specific names, be it company name or any individual names. So those who fan up things, those who immediately became defensive or those who wanted to sue me, these people knows best why they reacted that way.
If you have done nothing wrong, why would you think or what makes you think I'm talking about you? ONLY THE CULPRITs WILL FEEL THE PRESSURE.